quarterlife:
the gone fishin' issue
Listen to the gone fishin' playlist while you swim through!
staff
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Editors-in-Chief
Alissa Berman
Megan Wick
Public Relations
Editor: Spenser Lamphear
Caine Ryan
Megan Radley
Web Development
Editor: Clara Fletcher
Benjamin Davis
Stephanie Friedman
Autumn Litten
Layout
Valeria Miranda Moreno
Emir Pirija
Copy Editors
Editor: Hanna Lynch
Pan Deines
Lilli Black
Staff Artists
Caine Ryan
Tatum Huegel
Roman Di Giulio
Ellie White
Gonefishing!
Letter from the Editors
Dear readers,
It’s that time of year… quarterlife is going fishin’ for the summer! We’ll be back in September, but for now, we want to leave our faithful readers with some quarterlife endorsed, tried and true tips for your own fishing trips. May the best fisherman win.
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Cast the line away from yourself. We shouldn’t have to tell you that one.
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Catch the fish with the prettiest colors (and send us a picture)!
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That said… Take a bangin’ picture of yourself with the fish for your Tinder profile. Girls love that. We can attest, as we are girls.
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Throw the fish back if it’s too small, too cute, or you’re not a very good cook.
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The right outfit is important; fish are drawn to people with strong personal style.
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Repeat your affirmations: I am one with the fish. I will catch the biggest fish. People are intimidated by my raw fishing talent.
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If you fail, remember: there are always other fish (or hobbies) in the sea.
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Finally, on your way out, wave goodbye to Alissa as she embarks on the Fishing Trip of Life. She has enjoyed working with such wonderful people, engaging with your art, and dispensing invaluable wisdom through these letters from the editors. She loves you all very much.
Catch you later,
Megan and Alissa
(Two girls who really aren’t that good at fishing)
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Table of contents
Calen Romig
Millie Atack
Maura Kelly
Sophie Schonder
Shira Nudler
Alondra Quintero
JRB
Rio Burk
Romeo Tigner
Alex Hynes
Kate Clark
Pavita Sidhu
Helios Santoro
The Magicians
Tali Hastings
Zoe Perkins
Earthworm
omgheyguysl
Calen Romig
Spark
I remember a fisherman, standing away down the river, in the meadow, in the sun. He was in
waders, in the shallows, waving a pole around like a fucking idiot.
He was too far away to notice me.
Too far away to notice me and what I was doing.
I remember the gnats were very interested in my hands, in the kerosene. They undulated across
the water, across the grasses in masses.
The fisherman would have been interested too.
If he had seen me.
And, oddly, I remember that he was gone by the time that I stood up.
So really, a poem that was supposed to be about the spark became a poem about the fisherman.
It’s a shame he had left.
The meadow burned beautifully.
I think he would have enjoyed it.
Millie Atack
grump gone grubbin
Maura Kelly
Goose Creek Road
Nestled amongst the Rockies' wild grace
we lounge on the banks of Goose Creek in the sun’s warm embrace.
Where ripples spread like tales across the surface
and my purpose grows amorphous.
We traverse miles through the Rio Grande’s waters,
my only vocation: one of nature’s daughters.
Pursuing the elusive, ever-changing tide,
we out-wade the mud at its rise.
Overturning stone to match the hatch,
I trust you if my line does catch.
Tiny flies, all tied in an art,
feel like relics, threads of your heart.
Fingers caress my soul’s transparency sheet,
as my roll cast lands where the shadows meet.
You tell me we’ll have to work on that
and there I am! Getting too attached!
A dance commences where patience and skill coincide
and cicadas waltz on the gold dust ridgeline as secrets confide.
You– wise in the breeze,
capture my heart with an intuitive ease.
With every cast and every murmured name,
there’s an unspoken finality in the river’s eternal game.
Through the canyons' quiet reverence, peals play softly off the palisades
and you ring bells for me, wishing I could’ve stayed.
At least that’s what I tell myself–
I’ll be tucked in with the dust mites in the crannies of your bookshelf.
Maybe that’s naive of me, hoping to be remembered in thought,
slip me between the currents? A memory sought?
Singing in the Tommy Knocker Tavern,
your coffee cup set next to mine, such a lovely pattern.
There’s a haven where my memories are stashed
that lives in The Willows where laughter amassed.
A slice of me that forever resides at Goose Creek Road,
And to you– not all that is owed.
There will always be Tommy twirling Sav in the orange glow,
and Justin Townes Earle playing on the radio
in a town where it's day all day in the daytime
and Cotton’s posse reacts to the bring-in chime.
Sophie Schonder
is it a lady? is it a bird?
Sophie Schonder
fish food
Shira Nudler
Xaviá in June 2012
Things are somewhat squeaking and splashing like they used to.
I haven’t cried tears of sadness in 2924 days,
But now I have to be the one to haggle with the balding sailors-
What used to always be Cora’s job. They hand me-
One pale, toothy option,
I tut and coo at her as if she were my own little baby,
I think about the magazine clippings of-
The small loafers and ruffled socks-
And I tell them I want a different one.
They slap down a greyer, sadder face,
He looks exactly like my grandfather coming home from work,
I pull out a cigarette and stick it in his gills, a sailor pulls it out and-
Sticks it in his mouth-
And I tell them I want a different one.
We do this dance back and forth,
Nothing is worth the price they ask for,
Nothing is worth the weight of the walk home,
Maybe I will have leftovers for lunch instead.
I feel Cora on my shoulders, I feel her disappointment-
On my hips. I forget all about the balding sailors,
Their names written on my old shoes, I forget all about Cora,
Her spirit carved into my old body.
I ask to see the fourth one again and swallow my pride with a nod,
I grab her by the lip and take the stairs home.
Alondra Quintero
Packed like...
JRB
Or Maybe We're the Chopsticks
Of the lifetimes where we are together,
My third favorite universe is
the one where we are two sushi rolls
next to each other on a plate
My second favorite universe is
this one, where we are exactly who we need to be
this one, where you offer me a piece of sushi
even though you know I don’t like raw fish
this one, where I eat it anyway,
because I trust you when you say I’ll like it
this one, where you’re right
My favorite universe is
the one where I also like sushi
so we can share (even though I know you wouldn’t)
(You would, you would just pretend you wouldn’t)
Rio Burk
Hooked
Romeo Tigner
Henry The Fish
Alex Hynes
Big Bass Spinner
O Big Bass Spinner,
i gaze into thou resin glazed eyes,
consumed by my greed for tickets.
the panel-filtered light above my head dies, and
your gaping maw swallows my form in shadow.
i glance behind me.
the Chuck-E-Cheese is empty.
i make my unholy oath with you,
O Big Bass Spinner,
i offer my tokens and you flicker to life,
bathing my face in red and green as your voice echoes out from the depths:
“Spin. The. Wheel.”
i press down the lever and pray as the colors flash by,
the ticking of the wheel slows and the numbers become visible,
i hold my breath.
the jackpot is just within grasp,
the arrow on the wheel balanced between infinities and nothings—
but alas, my sacrifices are not enough.
“Better Luck Next Time.”
you dispense two tickets on the floor in front of me,
they flutter to the ground without grace.
i stare up you,
O Big Bass Spinner,
your mouth forever agape in some sick taunt as the music fades and the lights dim.
but even my hatred cannot douse the fires of avarice that burn like an oil slick on water.
i pull another coin from my pocket.
Kate Clark
Give a fish a man, you feed him for a day; teach a fish to man, you feed him for a lifetime
Pavita Sidhu
Save the Salmon
Helios Santoro
night fishing [draft]
the sun lazes about in
the evening sky
prussian and magenta
streaking across
an endless horizon
sirens wailing
in the distance
laughter bubbling
in my chest
creaks of rusting
swing chains
clangs of limbs
on monkey bars
squeaks of sneakers
climbing slides
snaps of double dutch
on concrete
the rumble of cars
on the quiet street.
the song of the
ice cream truck
excited yells
pleads for dollars
push-pops,
strawberry shortcake,
drumsticks,
chocolate dipped
dirty collars
sticky hands &
sleepy eyes
loving hands scoop up
their children
Walking
away,
away,
away.
and then there were two –
father & daughter.
hand in hand
headed towards the lake
poles in hand
and perfectly happy.
The Magicians
go fish or go home
Tali Hastings
And I'm Always Saying This
Zoe Perkins
The Death of a Fish
The sky is a shimmering quicksilver like the words on the tip of a trickster’s tongue. The ground
is a hodgepodge of red and green and grey rocks, smoother than the speckled skin on my back.
I thread between invisible hands that tug and twist without a thought for the creature caught in
their grasp. I dance with a gleaming grace from one hiding spot to the next. I peer at the others,
lost to their own choreography.
At once, a flash of movement, color, sound. I dart forward, intrigued by the familiar alienness of
this… thing.
I reach for it, tugging at its strange pinkness before it begins tugging at my seams. I am flying.
Up, up, up. Toward that big silver sky and I am crashing, splashing, tearing through the fabric of
my world, yet somehow still going up, up, up, and for one second, one glorious, indeterminable
second, I am free in my capture.
A new sky meets my gaze as the sun flashes its way along my skin. For now I am the silver sky,
the words of a trickster, the smooth red, green, grey of time-worn river rocks. I am an invisible
hand that tugs and twists without a thought, lost to my own choreography.
In this moment, I am one with the air I cannot breathe and I find no fear in where I am going,
only joy in the going itself.
Earthworm
Smith River Ballad (Modeled after "The Three Ravens")
There were three magpies in a tree
Little thieves, slim and singing
There were three magpies in a tree,
Watching the wide River flow
The one of them said to his mate,
As they clung to the shedding pine;
“Where are the fish that we once ate,”
As they clung to the shedding pine
“The pickings left by eagles, mayflies thatonce flew?”
Said he, watching the sky, River flowing on
“Where is that sweet tasting water we once knew?”
Said the magpies, watching the sky, River flowing on
Copper in the hills, copper in the mines
The River rumbled on, the River rumbled on
Copper in the sheep creek that for the River pines
The River rumbled on, the River rumbled on
Tailings in the water, tailings from the mines
The magpies watching on, the River tumbled on
Tailings in the sheep creek that for the River pines
The creek running on, the River going, gone
“Poison from the mine, to the creek that led”
Cried one magpie as they mourned,
“To our big River, now even the water tastes dead”
The magpies wept together as they mourned
“No more scavenge this shore, now we must fly”
Said the three magpies, clinging to the pine
“The taste here is rotted, old River, Goodbye”
Said the three magpies clinging to the pine
So gone are the fishermen, gone are their lines,
Gone, all the copper that hid in the mines,
Gone are the rafts, gone the permits and fines,
Gone, the men of copper and their grand designs
But here goes the River, who pays the price!
Here sit the tailings, in ground water, in streams
Yet on rolls the River, who paid the price!
A long time friend,tired and left only for dreams
There were three magpies on a tree.
Gone now, there's only the River.
Sunrise ready.
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Thanks
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